i am sorry ~

I am sorry it had to end like this..
I am sorry that I can’t be what you want me to be..
how you want me to be...
I am sorry that loving me caused you so much hurt...
I am sorry that I have done nothing but exacerbate your insecurities...
I am sorry that I walked into your life..gave you hope and not fulfilling your dreams...
I am sorry...
I am so sorry...

I am not sorry I met you...
I am not sorry I fell in love with you...
I am not sorry for letting you into my life where no one was allowed..
I am not sorry for loving you with all my being while I could...
I am not sorry for having felt wonderfully loved and cherished at the expense of your insecurities...

Your life, my life will go on...
With a big hole that would take a long time to fill...
With hurt that will take a long time to heal...
With hope that one day the pain would erase and eventually go away...

My love for you will never go away….. and that is a promise...

i am sorry dear for evrything...i am sorry..i am sorry and i am sorry :'(